Yesterday i looked at you and i smiled to myself. Today i looked at you and i see a friend. Tomorrow i won't know you, i'll see a stranger. Tears rolled down my cheeks today, i didn't know why and i didn't ask myself. But it felt good. Then i asked myself why. It's not like i've been through things, in fact, it didn't even started. I think that's the reason. That's the reason. I want to get in so much, i wanna be someone so much, i tried too hard. But, it shouldn't be me. I kept wondering and thinking who am i to everyone else. Where do i stand. I am nothing to them, nothing to everybody. And i laughed at myself today, laugh at myself for being such a loser, so uncool and what i've done, did so many unwanted stupid things for so many people who don't realise. I kept asking why cause i don't wanna accept the truth. The truth is I am all alone from the start.
guys i know where's the problem or what's the problem with me. i just cannot learn and i pretend i don't know about it.